I know, I know! I've neglected you! But i've been super busy with college and work. I've returned with a goal, well if it worked it would be a miracle! see, im going to Barbados with the fam in 18 days. That means i wear a bikini in 18 days. Just to look my best ive decided to eat super healthy and workout everyday until then. I've already sort of started because i do this anyway. I'm doing this diet thing almost that i've done before and in 3 weeks i lost a lot of weight so im hopefull that i can do it again. It goes a little like this...

usually I'd have oatmeal in the morning because it is a good breakfast that fills me up. I will have a snack before lunch but it will be fruit, nuts, veggies... something with little to no calories. For lunch ill have a sandwich like always. Maybe try and only eat half. Try and wait until dinner before i eat again but since im in school pretty much all day and running around i might get hungry so ill have another healthy small snack. then dinner is strictly veggies. I cut lots of cucumber, peppers, carrots and have a bit of dip and thats my dinner. RADICAL i know but im desperate here.

and i will try and post everyday so that i keep myself going.

It starts... NOW! im gonna go do the 100 workout and drunk a full bottle of water before i go to bed! That way it will flush my system out before i start my radical eating habits tomorrow. wish me luck girlies. <3

   Tonight i endulged in a beautiful McChicken burger and fries. But it was completley worth it and i don't regret it :)

My family was out most of the day for the funeral. I just couldn't attend something like that so i let my mom and dad go instead. I've been online shopping/window shopping. Im not entirely sure what you would call that? looking for things online but not actually purchasing it? lol anyways, I'm just looking at some clothes/shoes/bags online for my back to school shopping. Just wanted to get an idea of whats out there. I also looked at some makeup reviews on youtube. I love makeup, if all else fails in life, i'll deff do makeup! How amazing would it be to do makeup for celebrities or even just drag queens. because lets face it! they are the best to do makeup for! They will try whatever and have as much makeup as they want! :)

I'm thinking about starting to make my own youtube vids. Just some clothing, makeup reviews/hauls and howto's. I love fashion and makeup and i already have a youtube channel with my best friend but they are silly vids that we edit and its like a Rob and Big style comedy mini show. So much fun but id like to do something on the side. not sure if people would really watch though lol. We'll see.

Ou before i go, i watched an amazing show on mtv.ca tonight. It's that new one called "IF YOU KNEW ME". It was excellent. It was a real tear jerker but it made me feel great after watching! I think more schools should do challenge days like that. For kids to open up and try and break some of the steryotypes and judgement that surrounds schools! well that was my little rant! :)

intake:

breakfast: green tea

lunch: tomato soup (90) bread (100)

snack: 2 activia cheese bars (180)

and macdonalds :) so not sure the toatal but i didnt eat a lot during the day so w.e. I'm deffs nto trying to be a size 0 so i have no problem eating healthy and cheating every now and then :).

oh and regular workout, like last night.

JUST A FEW FUNNY PICS

haha i love miley but this one made me laugh a little...